Brand New Low

[Verse 1]
Over and over, I keep wondering why
Then I give up and see that look in your eyes
'Cause if I trip and fall, I'll be to blame
And if I hit the wall, I'll still be the same

Wasting your time with your so-called friends
The ones you adore and the ones you pretend
And it's kind of sad and deranged
But it's not so bad that it can't be explained

'Cause in my mind
It's all a waste of time
And there's no excuse at all
Then I realize
Surprise, you were right all along

And I want to know
Have I gone too far?
Have I sunk to a brand new low?
And I want to know
If I've gone too far
'Cause I've lost all my self control

Guilty as charged, I've been convicted and tried
Was it too much to ask for you to take my side?
'Cause there's nothing here to defend
When it's always me that you blame in the end

'Cause in my mind
It's the perfect crime
And there's no excuse at all
Then I realize
Surprise, you were right all along

And I want to know
Have I gone too far?
Have I sunk to a brand new low?
And I want to know
If I've gone too far
'Cause I've lost all my self control

Nothing is what it seems to me
We're sleeping without the dreams
Without you, nothing defines me
When I'm slipping away, it's only you that can find me
And I'm over my head, again I'm falling
From end to end

And I want to know
Have I gone too far?
And I want to know
Have I gone too far?
And I want to know
If I've gone too far
'Cause I've lost all my self control
'Cause I've lost all my self control
Now I've sunk to a brand new low
Brand new low
There's nothing to do without you
Brand new low
There's nothing in here without you
Brand new low
I'm slipping away without you
Have I sunk to a brand new low?