Brainbleed

Constantly feeling like i’ve just woken up
Can’t remember do you hate me was that just nightmare stuff
Do you even really give a fuck do you love me
Or did i make that up i don’t know i’ll shut up

I can tell you something in my head to get over it
But lately i’ve been having trouble telling the difference
I can feel myself forming reactions to fantasies
I don’t know how to fix it guess i’ll have to experiment and

He’s getting away from me
The longer my brain bleeds

Thеse days every singlе car in my rearview
Starts giving chase and i fear what they will do
It used to be imagining it used to not be maddening
But now no one consults me when my brain decides it’s happening

And everything is happening but that’s only partly true
The difference used to be like fucking red and blue
Taking for granted i could say i knew
Try to accept my fate meditate and keep cool

You kiss me
You need me
You’ll miss me
But you’ll still leave me

You like me
You love me
You understand
But you still rush me

I can tell you something in my head to get over it
But lately i’ve been having trouble telling the difference
I can feel myself forming reactions to fantasies
I don’t know how to fix it guess i’ll have to experiment and

He’s getting away from me
The longer my brain bleeds

I can’t call it a headache 'cos it doesn’t really hurt
Well it kinda does it kind of kills it’s the knife that smarts
The most the deepest right into my worth i guess it’s worse
But worst of all is that no you aren’t sure

About me what you gonna do without me
Now please baby
I guess you’ll finally be free

You kiss me
You need me
You’ll miss me
But you’ll still leave me

You like me
You love me
You understand but
You’ll still fucking leave me