Brain Games

[Chorus] x3
Lately, I’ve been feeling hazy
Trapped inside my mind that shit got me going crazy
I finally figured out why all these girls hate me
I give them love then I leave breaking hearts on a daily, save me

[Verse]
I hide in my mind, leave my past behind
I’m counting sins fuck my blessings, yeah I’m out of line
I think I’m out of time, no turning back this time
Changing my emotions at the flip of a dime
At the flip of a dime, I'm in your life and then I'm out
I took the coward way out I ain't even text you back
You can't even text back off of Snapchat
I hit the block button I'm okay with that
I was okay with that, It's been haunting me
My demons really hunting me, If I was you then I'd be fronting me
I've done some fucked up shit I don't even know why you in love me
I keep giving you reasons to fucking leave I guess you stuck with me
Damn you really stuck with me, I don't know if that's good or bad luck for me
Wait what's up with me, questioning shit while you go to sleep
I can't be alone for a second my demons catch up with me
I hated it when she left but I loved it, the fuck is wrong with me
It's that toxicity, causing every problem that I've had, talk about consistency
Ain't no laughing matter but tell me why I'm giggling
Tell me why I'm laughing, that girl ain't mean shit to me
Just another one, that's how I felt that day
But I ain't get it 'till I got it, that shit came back to me, baffling

[Chorus] x3
Lately, I’ve been feeling hazy
Trapped inside my mind that shit got me going crazy
I finally figured out why all these girls hate me
I give them love then I leave breaking hearts on a daily, save me

[Verse]
I can say I'm sorry a thousand times, but I can't tell if I'm really lying
I can't tell if I'm really trying, I was the one you were relying, on
Get my groove on, I've got to move on, that's another one
I gotta stop now I done had my fun
I want every girl I can't choose one
I was different then, I'm better now, I tell you I love you I mean it
I don't say that shit for no reason, just know behind it there's a lot of meaning
It could mean I really love you or for the time being...
I hate myself, I used to feel that way, lost a piece of myself almost every day
Now I've got to live with my mistakes
Literally and figuratively I'm in pain
I keep pouring up, but it's not enough, you might not love me after this, might as well pack it up
I ain't tryna get you to leave but I ain't stay
I think about you and me almost every day
I don't know how to love so just keep away
Hold up wait I lie, I want you here to stay
I want you here today, I want you here with me
Being in your presence feels heavenly even digitally
I can't really love you, that's not what I mean