BPD

Yeah, I gas light in the moonlight
Yeah, I fuck good too
Yeah, I've been to deep in Xanax
Manipulate or lose
The players in the game are changing
I've cheated on a few
But you make me question, my intention
Second guessing now

Do I know where she clouds have gone
I miss her, I just want to smoke
I don't know, what I don't know

If I can't talk to Jesus
Then who the hell can see this
I know it's not Ayesha
The split inside is seething

My foundation is pouring
But, hey, I'm never boring
The cracks I keep ignoring
Deep inside, I've tryna hidе

But I can get so ugly
Get so ugly, ah-ah
Get so ugly, ah-ah
Gеt so ugly, ah-ah
I know they said beauty
Only ones can kill
What if the surface is the place that only found me