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[Intro: Lana Del Rey]
Breakin' up slowly is a hard thing to do
I-I love you only, but it's makin' me blue
So don't send me flowers like you always do
It's hard to be lonely, but it's the right thing (This is the sound of DreamReal)

[Verse: MiMi Mxnroe]
Someone tell, put on paper, I'm the rap's Adele
Only difference is that I ain't ever been to jail
I've been buyin' all the dreams that these dickheads sell
But I'm realer than these niggas, put me on a scale
I've been goin' through some shit that I could not tell
Back and forth while he's tellin' me that's not his girl
He got bored with me, so there I go, back on the shelf
I give it a day, he'll ring my phone like, "Mel, I need your help"
How could I be so blind that I couldn't see myself?
How could I be so weak that I didn't check my health?
Queen of Hearts, but it's only jokers that I dealt
I've been a sucker for the love, I need to make some wealth
So fuck a nigga, fuck a bitch if they ain't makin' money
I used to be the sweetest girl like I'm made of honey
Haters hopin' that I fail, so they waitin' on me
I'm a hustler, took the darkness and I made it sunny
Friends only want the gossip, they weren't there for my losses
I was lyin' on the floor with the pills, tryin' to pop it
Nobody gonna stop it, I was hidin' in the closet
Only time I'm comin' out is if it's him or the Prophet
Stole my heart, I gotta lock it, put my feelings in my pocket
He's the plug to my socket, but now I gotta block it
I was cryin' on the train, never made it to the office
So sick I had to vomit, I don't know how to stop it
Worst thing is you don't even care, though
Now I'm thinkin' that, did you ever care? No
I gave my all, when you couldn't even share, no
I'm goin' through it, and you wasn't even there, bro
Block her, block her, old me would've boxed her
The way you played the role, boy, you deserve an Oscar
In the streets eatin' crab, at home you had the lobster
But you've been breakin' hearts, just put me on your roster
Late at night, I wrote a ten-page letter
It's not alright, I'm just tryin' to make it better
I can't sleep, man, I thought we was together
My mum's on the phone like, "The pain won't last forever"
I'm traumatised, but I don't wanna talk about it
I lost my smile, so I'm learnin' just to walk without it
Rest in peace and love, my heart's got the chalk around it
Hopin' I don't see your face, 'cause my thoughts surround it
Mm, all I do is crazy shit
Ring your phone a hundred times and you pick up on eighty-six
Mind is just a hazy mist, my heart I've gotta babysit
Depressed in the household, I call this my lazy fit
Feelings off the safety clip, you call me a crazy bitch
You just burnt the bridge and ain't nobody savin' this
Now I'm tryin' to take a trip 'cause you ain't even facin' it
Then you shut me out, but I was busy chasin' it
Blacked out the whip so they can't see me cry
Adele's on repeat 'cause all you did was lie
Say what you want, couldn't say I didn't try
All the texts that I sent and I never got replies
I'm cryin' in the mirror, it's myself that I despise
For three years you played the game, and I never got the prize
Talkin' to myself, tryin' to get the best advice
Talkin' to myself, tryin' to find a compromise

[Outro: MiMi Mxnroe & Lana Del Rey]
Look, I'm not perfect, I'm not the victim
It was worth it, would still pick him
I deserve it, my head's hurtin'
Traumatised, I'm still learnin'
Look, I'm not perfect, I'm not the victim
It was worth it, would still pick him
I deserve it, my head's hurtin'
Traumatised, I'm still learnin'
Breakin' up slowly is a hard thing to do
I-I love you only, but it's makin' me blue
So don't send me flowers like you always do