Bottle On My Coaster

Verse 1:
I’m at a crossroad in my life
Don’t wanna tussle wanna fight
I Just woke up and sold my mic
Threw in my towel
That’s what you’d like to hear
Wouldn’t you?
Couldn’t you be a little more real?
You think every little mole hill
Will lead to me getting critical?
I know this isn’t the pinnacle
Exposure is minimal
Crazy how they suppress individuals
Who have the guts to express biblical thoughts
Criminal not
Cause I deal some pot?
Fuck that, everybody does that
What’s a little bud, hash?
Takes away the blood rash
It’s a way to avoid drug tax
A whole convoy full of blunt wraps, amen!
I’mma grind till I can chill in a coffin’
Filled with some pot and vodka
Couple of chill pills stuck in my nostrils, also
Wanna be rolled out on a green carpet
Make sure you drop me
Never be cautious
Cause I’ve been dropped more than a f****** faucet
Or its content no profit still a prophet
No rocket but high as a comet
Atomic on top like a bonnet
No comment, I don’t like gossip
I don’t wanna stir up shit and toss it
Prefer to chill in my closet
Make awesome verses and choruses
Bend words like a wordsmith’s origin
Or is it more than the motherf****** story says?
What if I’m a boy who suffers more
Than fish after oil spills?
Kids after earthquakes on their birthday
And the worst thang is that momma didn’t make it out the motherf****** debris
The rubble, shit take moment let it settle
Let it sink in this is why I’m drinkin’
I can’t deal with such situations
I don’t wanna face them just place the…

Chorus:
Bottle on my coaster
Now I know I’m not supposed to
But I think it brings me closer
To what I want in life what I want in life and that’s a
2x

Verse 2:
To be completely honest
I don’t really know anymore what I want in my life
Used to be a tour, everybody noddin’ when I rhyme
I’ve come to realize that may never happen, so why?
Am I still chasin’ every agent beggin’ to perform
Not for a pay check
But the amazement on people’s faces when I rhyme
Maybe sing along when I rap
The biggest dream an Emcee will ever have
Let me close my eyes and think how you could clap
Make a beat and I rap to it, f****** rad
Man, let me cut that in half
Maybe I’m a little fed up with my past few years
I don’t really know what I’m doin’ here
Apart from work just to pay my bills
Get blazed out, listen to beats and faze out
Speak what I think rap what I wouldn’t say loud
If there wasn’t music in the background
But somehow I use it to back down
Make bombs, step up and shut your ass down
Never was the class clown, just imagine
I was like a f****** butterfly chasing dragons
And now I’m so f****** mad all I wanna have is a

Chorus:
Bottle on my coaster
Now I know I’m not supposed to
But I think it brings me closer
To what I want in life what I want in life and that’s a
2x