BOTH

[Verse 1]
I've been lost up in the system tryna make a deposit
Only focused on my people but they watchin' my pockets
Thought you saw me as a equal now we plottin' for profits
Told em "wait up for the sequel", got some shit that'll stop it
I been worried bout some other shit (Yeah)
Ever since I found out my grandma dead (Woah)
How the fuck am I supposed to deal with it?
Now that she gone it's like my family dead too
I been waitin' when the check gon come, and my money all long
But my friends ain't ever there for mе
I've been waitin' for the switch up swan song
Wherе the people in my life who wasn't there will finally care for me
And I understand when it's there, that it really isn't
Cause either they gon show you love, or just lose interest
I just wanna go back home and just fall asleep
Want all my idols in life to finally notice me

[Hook]
But, I know I can't have both
No, no, can't have both

[Verse 2]
How the fuck do I breathe when my head is underwater?
It's finally complete, but I'm losin' all love, yeah
And never wanted this to just be my only option
I'm missin' my old friends out there on Harrison
And oh god, oh, god I been slippin' so hard
When my head go down, and my feelings so high (Oh high)

[Hook]
I know I can't have both (Woah, nah, nah)
I know I can't have both (Yeah)