Borrowed Time

[Verse]
Sometimes, I just wanna end it all
Staring down the bottom of this bottle, and I feel appalled
Oh, tell me where’d the time go? Cause I been under water too long
Knife in my right side, lungs collapse, I’m all alone
This ain’t the life for me, somebody help me now
Trapped in my mind, I’m so far I can’t even shout

[Hook]
Where do I go from here?
Is anybody near?
I smile from ear to ear
But I withered away with years
Can’t recognize myself
Put my heart on a shelf
Traveled from heaven to hell
I’m scared to reach out for help
So I’ll suffer in silence
Living on borrowed time

[Verse]
Listen, uh
So far down, I cannot see, uh
I hide out and smoke out my weed
I cry soft and let myself bleed
No healing, this shit too deep
No coming back from this hell
Dug myself deep like a well
Pressure been leaving some welts
This medication doesn’t help, shit
How did I get so deep inside this hole?
When I could’ve sworn I was just up on the shore
I been drowning in currents, I’m flagging down boat after boat
But they never wan’ help, and my arms getting sore
I sunk, right down to the ocean floor
My luck, just ran out, need me some more
Uh, I need me some more, uh
I’m lost