Born to Blow It

You think that I'd be a doctor by now
With all of this self medicating
You think that I was an x-ray machine
With everything that I been radiating

But I wasn't born to blow it
Yea I wasn't born to blow it

You think that I was a master magician
The way that I keep disappearing
You think that I was some kind of bell boy
With all of this baggage I been bringing

But I wasn't born to blow it
Yea I wasn't born to blow it
I'm just my own great destroyer

You'd think that I was a prisoner
With all of these bars that I walked into
You'd think that I was the king James bible
With all of this bull shit I've been slinging

But I wasn't born to blow it
Yea I wasn't born to blow it

I'm not a doctor or lawyer
Don't have a steady employer
I'm just my own great destroyer

Honey you might think that I was an astronaut
The way that I been acting so spacey
And you'd think that maybe I'd been hired as government diplomat
With all of this conflict I am been facing

But I've been picturing a time and place
Where I can defeat this defeat inside of me
And bury him out in the plains where the wind blows so wicked and so wild

I can't seem to get it together
Feel like I'm becoming untethered
And I don't mean to annoy ya
But here comes a spoiler
I'm just my own great destroyer