Bored

Yea
A moment of silence for those moments that I've seen
Recollecting for redemption but all I wanna do is not lean
It's been long but not long enough for ultimate composure
Flexing with no fucks to give come see I'm on my posture
Life is full of possibility, I just need a closure
Fuck that blind date, watch me manifest
As I learn to do the rights things, bad things never bored me of my blessed things

I am starting to pique my interest, I'm starting to scare myself
Pain and pleasure that's some bullshit from Shades of Grey
Partying hard, thats how noobs play, I am going thе solo route, will beat the еnd game
I am my own ultimate disaster, my appetite never goes off, I am the game master
I make the rules you noobs obey, I sell the goods, you only get to taste
Some call me the Lord, I say I'm Satan. Hope you're not mistaken
Don't want to be broken, I don't know where this is headed, cause it's all frozen

I see crap ton o'crap, feelings starting to unwrap
Shit you noobs do make me go insomniac, shit

Is it just me not ready to take the blow
Not exactly ready to flow, feelings I cannot show
Feels like I'm on a destructive mode, straight to hell and below
But it's all in my head, fuck, I think I'm just bored

My bloodstream hates actinic but I wish my heart was cheerful
I need this maniac to elevate from that destructive line, Fool!
Why is it that I remember sad stories over happy ones
Is it cuz I'm too attached or am I getting dragged on
So ask yourself a question what's your beginning and ending
As you open your mouth you'll only find yourself defending
From the get go people said let go all I hear is, its fine bro
But fuck'em all boys acting so tough, I need these lows
I appreciated but it's outdated cuz I've never been this bored yo!