//Verse 1//
I've been high for a moment now
I've been down for the damn show now
And I'm irresponsible
And I'm unpredictible
And I'm down for the ride, down for the hype
No lies, no hype
No hype, no rights
You know that circle
It's your inner circle
I've been high on bonzai now
//Pre-Chorus//
I'm not okay
I ain't alright
Every day
Every night
Every game
Every time
I'm drowning
My face pretty but I can't get it right
//Chorus//
Lonely enough to be by God's side
I belong to it now, but heaven ain't mine
It's all about it, all about shit
Got a fetish and it's so childish
Cannot be satisfied
I don't know how to bide my time
I ain't patient and that's an issue
So, I'm getting high on bonzai, I won't get through
Fucked up and messed up
Woke up as a fuck-up
//Verse 2//
I've been ill for quite a while now
I've been hype all the damn time, uh
I am so damn unstable
My soul is ignitable
And I'm down for the thrills, down for the highs
No drugs, no highs
No ups, no downs
You know that's awful
It's your inner circle
You've been high on bonzai too
//Pre-Chorus//
I'm not okay
I ain't alright
Every day
Every night
Every game
Every time
I'm drowning
My face pretty but I can't get it right
//Chorus//
Lonely enough to be by God's side
I belong to it now, but heaven ain't mine
It's all about it, all about shit
Got a fetish and it's so childish
Cannot be satisfied
I don't know how to bide my time
I ain't patient and that's an issue
So, I'm getting high on bonzai, I won't get through
Fucked up and messed up
Woke up as a fuck-up
//Bridge//
The downs are ruthless but highs are more
And I don't wanna get that high anymore
I don't wanna be in front some drugs galore
Been makin' love to drugs, I got a fetish
Been keepin' it to myself, I was selfish
Been lookin' back in the past, I was damn childish
//Chorus//
Lonely enough to be by God's side
I belong to it now, but heaven ain't mine
It's all about it, all about shit
Got a fetish and it's so childish
Cannot be satisfied
I don't know how to bide my time
I ain't patient and that's an issue
So, I'm getting high on bonzai, I won't get through
Fucked up and messed up
Woke up as a fuck-up
Bonzai was written by Feather (CHI).
Bonzai was produced by Feather (CHI).
I wanted to make something fucked up for this song because it tells the story of a fuck-up. The lyrics are really relatable I think, lot’s of people been through this shit.