Bonjour

You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
I'm calling out for life
Like give me a call back
I fall back and hit the snooze to some Nina Simone
Nights alone
I wish I could talk to my mom on the phone
Like I did a few years ago
But as times flown I've grown hesitant
I'm looking at former times
Like an evicted resident
Hard to be professional
Can't get it from our President
Hard to expect love when we don't get it from the best of friends
When commе ci comme ça turns into Comme des Garçons
I'll say bonjour with еlegance
Infatuated by emotions I never thought existed
I stood underneath the gaslight with my vision twisted
Thinking about possibilities and not probability
Hanging on to any glimpse of a different me
Telling myself this time
It's different see
I'm entranced by a man I'll never be
Looking into the mirror
Hating what I see
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
Yeah
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it
You just keep on disappearing
I'm starting to feel it
I'm starting to feel it