Bonfire

I can recall back to this day so vividly
The thoughts and images that I lived they flow right into me
Next thing I knew you fell right thru my fingertips
I felt so fucking empty and I felt so fucking hopeless
I broke down inside my car, I couldn’t fucking take it
I felt I had no purpose there’s no way I’d fucking make it, I
I wanted to die

So they sent me away
They put me in this gown
Depression fills the air while on my face is placed a frown
These bright lights like spotlights, pointing at me all around
Without you here beside me who the fuck would save me now
The smell of the bonfire resides in my hair
Even though I had lost you it still felt like you were there
The distance kept away from you, I felt so separated
Now I’m sitting on this cold bed with my guts I fucking hated

If I wanted to get any better it was only my job to change it
And when the stars had realigned I knew that we could rearrange this

And so I grew
I broke right thru my shell
Released back in the real world from being kept inside a damn cell
I spread my wings, within my dreams I see you flying with me
Now you’re here right next to me, your presence I was missing