Body Dysmorphia. (with The Heritage Orchestra) [Live At Royal Albert Hall]

[Intro]
I think when I grow older, I'm going to get a nosejob
I have a bump in my nose and it’s ugly (Ugly)
When I grow up, I want to be skinny but with an hourglass figure
I hope I'll be pretty when I grow up, or I think I'll be sad
Or I think I’ll be sad

[Verse 1]
I let my fingers pinch my skin
(I'm so hungry I can't sleep) But I know if I eat
Then I'll be in the bathroom (On my knees)
I hate the way my face is square
(I hate my arms inside these sleeves)
For this hourglass we all desire
I wear three corsets underneath

[Pre-Chorus]
XL T-shirts, baggy jeans, so I don't have to (Stress about it)
Marijuana every day, so I cannot (Obsеss about it)
How can I expect you to romance mе (Touch my body, baby?)
I don't even want to take it off for you so turn the lights off

[Chorus]
(I don't really like my body)
But knowing it's my (Only body)
I should prolly call (Call somebody)
I should really show you how I’m feeling inside
Matter fact, I’m glad you called me
I've been hiding, I been high
And I’ve been sleeping hungry

[Verse 2]
I hug my knees, I squeeze my waist
(There's so much that I want to change)
Yes, lately I've been thinking
'Bout the ways to rearrange my face
I wanna cut pieces off
Looking in the mirror
Want to take a pair of scissors, sadly dear

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna cut pieces off
Lately, I’ve been so depressed about it
No one sees what I can see, and I'm so fucking scared (About it)
How can I expect you to romance me, touch my body (Baby?)
I don't want to take it off for you until you

[Chorus]
(I don't really like my body)
But knowing it's my (Only body)
I should prolly (Call somebody)
I should really show you how I'm feeling inside
Matter fact, I'm glad you called me
I've been hiding, I been high
And I've been sleeping hungry, yeah

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
Mmh, matter fact, I'm glad you called me
I've been
I don't really like my body
But knowing it's my only body
I should prolly call somebody
Or take my clothes off for the Royal Albert Hall
And show my body
Na-na-na-na-na, oh, yeah
Thank you