Body Break

Those were complicated times
Not forgetting what is mine
I always look the other way
And never wanted to come in

The metal taste was always there
You made it better all the while
We had a promise that we kept
But you were best at running for it
Oh, I knew we never would

The drugs we took were never clean
Little pockets with you in
They always loved the way you smiled
And I the most endevering
But I do look glad for you still
I blame myself for all the rain
I'm paralzed with the guilt
I scattered on you when I said she'd come back but never would

All that I saw was your chest upon the floor and it wasn't beating
You were cold, lying adorned with a crown above the door and I wasn't grieving
And this fear over my head won't make no sense to this night but that's not the meaning
And I said I wouldn't fear though your glare may be a faint sight of your being
And I will hold it

And I won't call home anymore
And I can't pass through anymore
And I have no strength