Boarded Windows

[Verse 1]
Uh, you say you got me
I don't trust that, I know the love is fake
I close the backdoor when I walk in
I can't test my fate
Sip on codeine when I get low
No, I can't shake this feelin'
I cut my grass
You grew too long and I can't fuck with snakes
I 'member back then they ain't know me
Now, they wanna show me love
I remember back then bitches curved me
Now, they wanna have my babies
Stay down 'til I 'came a hustler til the sun
I'm on the road day to daily
Post-traumatic stress, being in the field
Boy, that shit will drivе you crazy
Don't just say you love me
You gotta show me, that'll hеlp me heal
Never switched on no one
Always stayed hundred, always kept it real
Always kept it real

[Chorus]
On them cold nights I was alone
Just me and my shadows
Spent too many days all alone
Fighting these battles
I ain't never fold once
Never let it break me
Keep my head up, we were in the trenches
Ballin' in the league, I was shootin' 3's
Never sittin' on the benches

[Verse 2]
My mind on these millions, what I'm chasin'
I ain't goin' for none
All this resentment and this envy gonna crush my gun
Demons in my head, nothing could be said
I still played my part
Never turned snake, never turned faux
Kept it real from the start
Devil be on my shoulders
Heart heavy like a boulder
I be goin' real fast to the money
Boy, I could damn near smell it
I be gettin' cheese, stay away from mans
I know what them folks will tell ya
Lookin' for the clout
Tryna get my soul, I know that they gone sell it
Don't just say you love me
People gotta show me, that'll help me heal
Never switched on no one
Always stayed hundred, always kept it real
Always kept it real

[Chorus]
On them cold nights I was alone
Just me and my shadows
Spent too many days all alone
Fighting these battles
I ain't never fold once
Never let it break me
Keep my head up, we were in the trenches
Ballin' in the league, I was shootin' 3's
Never sittin' on the benches (Benches, benches, benches)