😊 (blushing emoji)

This all sucks ok i'm just having fun here
(?) SUCKS DICK (?)

I ain't gonna lie
This shit sucks
But so what
I'm with the ones I love
So everything's good
I try to have fun
It's all love
I'm still shining but i feel weak
I got a job but i still can't even save a thing
But I know they might still see the worth in me
But I'm worried these things bring out the worst in me

And I hate going out for groceries
I hate this part I hate this part
Everything is scaring me
Despite my fears and loads of tears
I just know you care for me
I know we talk like every night but (?)

And then I'll come in like an asteroid
After that I just need a boy who'll eat my ass tonight
(?) on me when i say that shit
Hate the faggot I am so I know they're never gonna play my mix

I need to be a better me I'm hoping for the energy to leave a better legacy
I don't know (?) if she'll still remember me when I'm in a cemetery (?)
(oh)
I hope you remember me
I hope you remember me
I hope you remember me
I hope you remember me

I ain't gonna lie
This shit sucks
But so what
I'm with the ones I love
So everything's good
I try to have fun
It's all love
I will do it till it's done
I will do it till it's done
I will do it till it's done
I will do it till it's done

I'm very sorry please don't kill me please don't kill me I'm getting stressed

I ain't gonna lie
This shit sucks
But so what
I'm with the ones I love
So everything's good
I try to have fun
It's all love
I will do it till it's done
I will do it till it's done
I will do it till it's done
I will do it till it's done

(?) various samples