Blush

If you don't mind, could you turn yourself away?
It hurts to see the disappointment on your face
And I know you're probably sick
Of hearing me complain
About the weight of being alive

In every conversation piece
That you perform to pique my intrigue
I can see the light fade from your eyes
But know that I'd give anything I had
To feel the blood rush to my cheeks
The way it used to when you'd laugh

I still keep you in my mind
I still keep you in my mind
I still keep you in my mind
I still keep you in my mind

Always told myself the hardest lesson learned
Was how to love someone without it being returned
When in fact, I now believe
That there's no greater pain
Than being told you're loved
And feeling nothing but apathy

I still keep you in my mind
(Even if it's hard to feel it)
I still keep you in my mind
(Know you'll always have a home inside my head)
I still keep you in my mind
(And I think of you in fondness, even now)
I still keep you in my mind
(I'm sure I will until the end)