Blurry Vision

[Chorus: Kenny Campbell]
I can't hold it in
Vision blurry, talkin' 'bout my trauma
Dark thoughts tearin' in
Don't know what is real, I'm so lost
Unconscious resonance, demons in my head won't fuck off
So I'm getting high again
Lost my mind so I'll turn it off now

[Verse 1: Big Melancholy]
And I've been thinkin' everyday about my brother
All the times that we were fighting
Sit and argue with each other
I've been thinking' 'bout the times that I had grew up with no mother
Nowadays I'm feelin' lost and all the stress has got me smothered
And everyday I'm sitting, chilling with my team
Said they workin' really hard for everything that we have dreamed
I just wanna make you proud while you'rе looking down on me
Thinkin' 'bout the times wе shared
I think I need some counseling

[Bridge: Big Melancholy]
I wish I could find a way to go up to the heaven's gate
Just to see that smilin' face
If I could I'd take you away

[Chorus: Kenny Campbell]
I can't hold it in
Vision blurry, talkin' 'bout my trauma
Dark thoughts tearin' in
Don't know what is real, I'm so lost
Unconscious resonance, demons in my head won't fuck off
So I'm getting high again
Lost my mind so I'll turn it off now

[Verse 2: Big Melancholy]
I love the summer time but I hate July because of you
Remember younger times
Scrapin' chains for rillos and some food
And times were runnin' by
Next thing that I know you're 22, in a position I'd never wish on nobody especially you
And when my brother died I think it knocked a couple screws lose
'Cause I was numb inside, it took some time to even feel full
And I'm still polarized
I wished that there was more that I could do
'Cause I'm still tryna shine but sometimes I wish I was there with you

[Pre-Chorus: Kenny Campbell]
I don't wanna suffer in silence
So tell me why I cover my cryin'
I've been goin' under, can't hide it
Scared of self destructin' I'm struggling just to fight it

[Chorus: Kenny Campbell]
I can't hold it in
Vision blurry, talkin' 'bout my trauma
Dark thoughts tearin' in
Don't know what is real, I'm so lost
Unconscious resonance, demons in my head won't fuck off
So I'm getting high again
Lost my mind so I'll turn it off now