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Living in the past
It will never last
All these memories are fading away
Remember
The days when
I could feel something
Now everything's a fucking blur
I try my fucking hardest
To live life for today
I try my fucking hardest
But now it is fading away
Spiraling downwards i can no longer tell what is real
Can someone please show me what it’s like to feel
It doesn’t phase me, the grim reality
That nothing matters and this life means shit to me