Blue Summer

Uh, telling Lazarus like truth be told I'm getting weary
But this a Blue Summer dawg and shit is getting scary
Remember back when we was 19 and just beginning
Now i'm playing in the game didn't notice I was winning
But funny how my niggas start to turn the backs on me
Even funnier than that they try and rap their raps like me
Like how that truth taste dawg
Have a Miller light
And hope in time that with some prayer you will feel alright
Cause you got sour dawg
Softer than a flower dawg
I put you down cause i got love and somehow still you our dawg Cause Lazarus the Enterprise that's gonna' end the empty nights
And all the tears my mother shed
And all the truths my brother said
Still remember bigger bro cause he looked out for me
He was scared that I would go through pain
And tried to re-route for me
But I took a different path and I swear I'm about to blow
But I just want you to be proud of me that's something that you know
That it is on never disrespect
Even when I stand up
And pops is looking down on us like both of us should man up
Cause we about to kill the game
And then in time we'll seal his name
And then in time we'll heal the pain
And then in time we'll kill again
I'm getting lost again
Trapped inside my thoughts again
Thinking bout these thots again
On the gram I double click
Even though it makes sick
Cause these the things I validate
Hypocrisies a sour taste
But I'm about an hour late
So I don't really process much
These songs I do are close enough
The only time I open up
The irony behind it is I wouldn't even talk to sis
But somehow yet I tell the world
How deep all of my closets is
Yeah, I drip the sauce in is
So fuck the points it's not a game
And ever since I came home my own cousin doesn't smile the same Like where did we go wrong bro
Nairobi ain't a trap bro
But all they do is trap bro
Like Tinder double tap bros
But never make it back bros
I swear I'm getting fucking pissed
Cause it ain't fucking over yet
You acting like it fucking is
And I ain't trynna' push your buttons
I ain't trynna' detonate
But I'm just trynna' speak some truth in hopes that it will resonate Cause love will never hesitate
To save the ones they fucking love
Still believe in God I swear to God, yup the one above
So how am I the younging
Yet I'm sounding like the older man
Guess all the pain I carried for mummy must've built my shoulders Damn I'm used to lifting boulders man
I swear I'm getting lighter still
Shout out to Kevin Day one
Taught me how to write with skill
Now look how seven years later
Truth be told I'm shining still
Guess everything we knew was true was true
W'ell be alright for real