Blue Strings

Imma get it this time so don’t sweat it
Im bout to get my immortal technique on man
Yeah Rest in peace…uh

[Hook 1]
She said, I wonder when it’ll be my day
Cause im not too far from breaking down
All ive got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I wondered if ill always feel this way, this way

[Verse 1]
You should of seen her she was beautiful, I think that its unusual
That baby girl was flawless from her hair down to her cuticles
I couldn’t let her walk away, cause my skies are often gray
And shorty had a smile that could brighten up your darkest day
We were always hanging out, we would grab some hagan das
And chill up in some parking lot and talk a lot
Now my music’s catching up, now im seeing less of her
Now she’s chilling with some new kids and all the peer pressure heckles her
Now she’s smoking green with some kids she’s never seen
To make a long story short it was obscene, she became a feen
And weed wasn’t diligent, so she would pop a pill again
Trying meth with kids she’s never met and doing heroin
And I was at a show up in mass man I didn’t know
Baby girl had called me twice, damn, and I missed em both
And when I checked my voice mail she left me 2 messages
The first one was nothing but this is what the second said

[Hook 1]
She said, I wonder when it’ll be my day
Cause im not too far from breaking down
All ive got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I wondered if ill always feel this way, this way

[Verse 2]
So right after my show, yeah I called her up
She told me bout the drugs and I tore her up
I told her she was stupid but she roasted me, talking bout it openly
I wanna keep you close to me, this ain't how its suppose to be
I told her not to talk at all, see this isn’t fun for me
You pick either drugs or me, thinking she would run to me
But then she just hung up on me, this is all bad luck for me
All im thinking bout is her the problems adding up to me
And all I have is photographs, reflections in that broken glass
Every time you thinking positive man you hope it last
Every single breath is like a choke and gasp
Driving up that road to fast all you do is hope you crash
I’m feeling all alone, I hit her up I knew I couldn’t give her up
I called her to apologize for all the times that I was acting bitter but
Her voice mail answered and my eyes started filling up
I took a deep breath and I spilled my guts
This is what I said

[Hook 2]
Mabey you’ve fallen down
Mabey you just took the long way home
Baby, you could never love you, like me
And one day this will fade away
In the mirror you’ll see your smiling face
And standing next to you will always be me, yeah me

[Verse 3]
Yeah, she never answered me & this was really weird to me
I got up in my car to go see her and her family
I knocked up on the door and I asked if she was home
But her sister started crying and she said that she was gone
And she grabbed me just to hold me close
Hid up in my open coat and frantically she told me that she passed from an overdose
I couldn’t really hear or see anything that’s going on
The overwhelmed explosions in my mind had started going off
I couldn’t help but cry when the feelings finally settled
The rose that grew from heaven had simply lost its pedals
I learned there’s no prevention or escape from your dimension
I know that all the angel’s fall when you are not in heaven
Eternity will dwell upon the right and wrong decisions
The unexamined life is simply not worth living
So knowing that she wasn’t there I called her phone again
With a mouth full of alcohol and this is what she said

[Hook 3]
Tell me about those nights you stayed awake
Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you’d rather die alone then being stuck her with me
One day your gonna see things my way
You gave me so much room and I can't breathe
Tell me about those nights you stayed awake
Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you’d rather die alone then being stuck her with me
One day your gonna see things my way
You gave me so much room and I can't breathe