Blue Screen Routine

Verse 1
For too long now the pressure's too big of a burden
He's sick of the hurdles feelin the grip of a certain
Satan, once fit in the system - now he's wishin to murder
Was a peaceful guy, it's itchin and burnin

Money was short so he thought gotta get that dough
So he called up his boss "can i got some mo?"
When he walked through that door to get that loan
He built the core of the war that wrecked his home

Fed up with livin scantily
Lookin for pagentry
Livin got lavishly
Drastical atrophy
Tried blockin' reality
Gloom made him say
"fuck veracity, voracity
The key is being callously"

His boss raised the force now he's losin' his shit
His girl begs him not to go - the fuse - it is lit
He grabs a gun, goes to the boss
After the shot there is silence
Last thing he hears are the sirens

Hook
The clock does not stop it's tickin'
The tick, the tock, what's the difference?
Blue screen routine got you prisoned
You ran out of breath (2x)

Verse 2
I can't believe this. I saw potential in you
I loved what you were becomming
I saw the winner in you
Supported you
Told you you could do it
You don't think I know the struggle
Like I ain't here going through it man
I want it better, I wanna change grey skies to beautiful weather
I wanna live in a place I feel safe
And maybe start a family
I love you till forever, I don't think you're understanding me
Why?
Why were you goin for your own?
We had a plan
Now I'm sitting all alone
And everything we talked about it gone
And I'm supposed to sit in misery
And wait for you to come home? no!
I wish you thought of me before you gave up on our future
Desperation turned you into a shooter
Cause we can't be together
But I gotta get better
Even still, I will love you till forever, ever

Hook
The clock does not stop it's tickin'
The tick, the tock, what's the difference?
Blue screen routine got you prisoned
You ran out of breath (2x)

Verse 3
I heard that when you feel - the need - to speed - up
Gotta slow down - should have listened
Now there's no need to seek the keys to freedom - how can a
Second of my life determine the label i'm givin'?

Alone in the cell - is this hell? am i still livin'?
The clock's tickin'... is it? staring at the ceiling
Though lights it on, 23 hours a day
Feelin buried alive, will i have the power to wait?

I try to kill time to not fly into frenzy
Work out mad, clean the cell, everything intensely
Hated watchin tv, no fuckin' fan of it sun
At least someone talkin to me - shopping channel is on

Trynna flee with my fantasy, everyday more animus
How should this better anybody? caged like animals
Wishin this would be a simulation
Kick against the door to feel some sort of stimulation

At least i got you, i love you, my apologies
Got a bad feeling bout your letter i m about to read
Life is vile without hope
If you leave me
I'm gonna take my
Life with a rope

Hook
The clock does not stop it's tickin'
The tick, the tock, what's the difference?
Blue screen routine got you prisoned
You ran out of breath (2x)