BLUE DREAM FANTASY

You been really playin' games lately
You been really tryna make me bleed
I don't understand a goddamn thing you do

Hey, I'm a fuckin' waste of space
If your loves your motivation
Why your actions say it ain't?
Wait, you told me that you would stay
But I know just how it goes
It's time for you to go away
Hey, you always playin' fuckin' games
I should really end it all
It's time for me to be erased
Wait, but I still got dreams to chase
So I guess that means
I have to live another fuckin' day

Hey, I take these pills right to my brain
And I pray that I go numb
But nope, my body's still in pain
Put me right inside my grave
'Cause there's no one left to save me
Know the ends approaching
I can see it all in HD

I found myself under her shadow
Where I was always meant to be
So throw me up onto the gallow
And watch my lifeless body scream
I got a plan to get away
Hope I overdose before the day I go fucking insane
She just played me like a game
What the fuck I'm 'sposed to say?
You left me crying in the cold and pouring rain

Hey, I'm a fuckin' waste of space
If your loves your motivation
Why your actions say it ain't?
Wait, you told me that you would stay
But I know just how it goes
It's time for you to go away
Hey, you always playin' fuckin' games
I should really end it all
It's time for me to be erased
Wait, but I still got dreams to chase
So I guess that means
I have to live another fuckin' day