blowing bubbles

[Verse]
Blowing bubbles when they need me, Simi Valley, posted out in Mali
Boo steady calling on my phone, don't know how you got my number
But can you leave me alone? Blowing O's up in the evening
Drowsy, liquor that I'm downing, wake up grouchy, everybody doubting
Stress follow me in chaperoned, but my babe told me good luck
With my fate like Chappell Roan, stuck here inside the club
I'm just wishing I could be at home, devil call me up, she said I should
Be on my own, nigga, you want some? Told that boy to just leave me alone
I'm so drunk as fuck when these hoes call, it's just, why they needy?
Looks me so deceiving, I don't want them grieving when they say free me
Niggas wanting freebies, can't make it on your own?
Clones gon' get your work and seize it, that shit so overblown
Why these niggas wanna be me? Barely wanna be myself
Think I'm easy, nobody believes my health, I was screaming
Felt my body leaking, stuck up on the ground
I don't know if I was dreaming
Wish I could stop every thought crossing through my head
Should've seen the floor splatted, almost got it painted read
Laying down inside the pool, shoulders filling up with dread
Thought you didn't see my face or the tears I had shed
Yes, I'm thinking about all the things you said
My fault for believing all the fears I had fed
Niggas wouldn't believe that I was hanging by a thread
Needles in my skin, all the foughts I had bled
Needles in my skin, all the foughts I had bled
Niggas wanna see my dead, everybody watch me drowning
Somehow got misled, in the air, I had no grounding
Felt I'm not enough or the words that I'm sounding
At least I wasn't stuck 'cause now I feel like rebounding