Blooming

I left my baby
I don't know what made me go crazy
Now, it's gotta go
'Cause I don't have time to [?] to ruin my life
'Cause I'm too strong to just lay down and die

You know I'm different
I can be the same, but I feel we missed it
And spring finally came
And I don't want the pollen and the hay fever to kick in
I just wanna smell the roses blooming, blooming

They say that lovers always survive
So now I know I gotta keep a leash in my hive
Now it's got a perfection and close friends with rejection
But I'm not ready to step down

I left my baby
I don't know what made me go crazy
Now, it's time to go
Because I don't have time to please you in my life
'Cause I'm too strong to just lay down and die

I won't die
I won't die
I can't die