Bloody Lip

Was I right?
Just keep telling myself I tried and I got what I wanted
In too deep, we spend life on our knees
All alone, I can’t hack it
Salt lips, false kiss
Another moment spent mistaking lust as heaven sent
Breathe in, not once, but maybe twice
Which one will make it out alive?
Chapped lips, bruised hips
Another man's been bent
He prayed for love but lust was sent
I thought I could remind you what you said this meant
You lied
Scratched back, heart attack
I'm right where I belong
Bloody lip, put it in a song
But I can't act like I don't feel the hate everytime I find god in between your legs
You showed me who I am, you rubbed it in my face
You ripped my wings off and told me "Have faith."
You pushed me off of the cliff, then you told me to fly
My self sufficiency was always a lie
Down on my luck for the last time
Close your legs, kill the vibe
Now we'll try, but I still can't sleep at night
Now, thinking back to the words you said, I'm losing it