Bloodshot (Live in NYC)

Bloodshot eyes, 9 to 5
Up all night can't stop crying
The more I try, the more I fear
Will anything ever become real

Serpentine maze of walls
Between dimensions
Stubborn defenses
Slowing down to a crawl
Has anything I've ever done mattered

Wait up I'm stuck in the moment
Hold up I'm frozen in time
And when I see my reflection
Focus on the bloodshot eyes
I can't stop making excuses
Demon directly behind
And whеn I see my reflection
Focus on the bloodshot

Onе more night of wondering
What life could bring if I use my light
Shut off my brain, what's the use
Ripples refuse to recreate

A fragment of my past
No happiness I've ever known
Will ever come back
Solitude in the crowd
Silence is the only sound allowed

Wait up I'm stuck in the moment
Hold up I'm frozen in time
And when I see my reflection
Focus on the bloodshot eyes
I can't stop making excuses
Demon directly behind
And when I see my reflection
Focus on the bloodshot

Erase forevermore the life i lived before
I can't revive that soul
Faded approximations, forcible purgation
How can I feel whole?

Slowing down to a crawl
Has anything I've ever done mattered

Wait up I'm stuck in the moment
Hold up I'm frozen in time
And when I see my reflection
Focus on the bloodshot eyes
I can't stop making excuses
Demon directly behind
And when I see my reflection
Focus on the bloodshot eyes