​bloodshot freestyle, pt. II

[Chorus]
Bloodshot red, got this pain in my head
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
Workin' every night, I think I'm halfway dead
Or almost there, I don't even think I care, but
Mom's gettin' worried at the habits I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' fuck shit every day, skippin' all of my classes

[Hook]
Guess I never found out where my minds been at
Still somewhere in between being happy and sad
We was broke in the past thought I need a bag
It's funny how I feelthe same as I did way back then
I just wanna make sure that all my pеople's good
If I could take on all they problеms then I promise I would
I know that I don't really talk to them as much as I should
But I hope they hit me up for time to time
I hope they ain't missunderstood like I...

[Verse]
Don't give a fuck, cause I do
Need to find balance in my life, yeah it's true
But it's just so many things I gotta do I can't keep up with myself
It's nothing left to prove, but I can't prove myself that I'm enough
Can't breath for just a second
Made 6 figures now I'm shooting for the 7th
All my family and friends is asking the same question
Like what's the point in working so hard if you still stressing?
Well honestly this shit gives me purpouse
To stay alive while I'm hurting and prove that your life is worth it
As long as you stay determined
And for the haters who lurking I'm flexing cause I deserve it
Can't tell me shit casue I earnd it
You rappers clowns in a circuis tryna network
I ain't shakeing hands I only care about my networth
Cause money never left me when I started doing better
If jealousy a disease I guess they all under the weather
Friends come and go but I stay ten toes down
I could afford to lose em but I can't afford to slow down
Steadily making moves but I'm still living in my hometown
Florida what I'm used to but I know that shit could go south
Seen it happend since a jit, but shit that's how it goes down
You'd fuck around and get robbed
Down the block from my old house
Walf home from different roads
You could never take an old route
It's better to mind your buisness, never be a witness
Cause even if you wit it you could end up missing
But I'm just reminiscing ain't had no pot to piss it
How everything I got now used to feel so distant
And I remember wishing for somebody to listen
To the tracks I made and what I had to say even if it's just a second
Still feel the same as I did In the beginning, I
Hate to complain but in my brain I still ain't really living
I'm working twice as hard to prove my existence
Thought I'm exhausted I don't wanna admit it...

[Chorus]
Bloodshot red, got this pain in my head
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
Workin' every night, I think I'm halfway dead
Or almost there, I don't even think I care, but
Mom's gettin' worried at the habits I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' fuck shit every day, skippin' all of my classes

[Hook]
Guess I never found out where my minds been at
Still somewhere in between being happy and sad
We was broke in the past thought I need a bag
It's funny how I feelthe same as I did way back then
I just wanna make sure that all my people's good
If I could take on all they problems then I promise I would
I know that I don't really talk to them as much as I should
But I hope they hit me up for time to time, just to see If I'm good