​blood stains

[Verse]
Where the fuck were you?
When I was digging holes into my skin
Where the fuck were you?
When I was scrubbing blood out of my blade and sheets
And who the fuck am I
To think that anyone could ever love a soul like mine?
I'm fucking tired
I'm fucking tired of this isolation, no constellation
I can't even find peace in sleep
With blankets wrapped around my neck to see if I still breathe
I used to feel so safe, underneath the stars at night
But now the nightmares have resurfaced and they read my mind