Blood Out of Stone

I do believe that it will not change
I do perceive that I am not to blame
All of the remnants that are left inside
Fully function to my own demise
Call me, say I am manic
Installing the erratic
Starving of my inprovement
Stalling of any new movement
Implore me to dissolution
Ignoring
There's no solution
Don't call me so enigmatic
Ignore me
I won't have it

Tension is what has been building
Tension is what I've been feeling
Intervention
Don't know what is needed
Don't know what will stop the bleeding
Attention
Is that worth pursuing?
Apprehension
What am I achieving?
Don't know what will start the healing

Will you agree that this life is strange
Do you agree that it is all a game
At the junction, just can't decide
Make an assessment where to arrive
Exploring the problematic
Always unsympathetic
Crawling
I'm only human
Drawing the same conclusions
Recalling the illusion
Restoring all confusion
Longing for the dramatic
Warning you to panic

Tension is what has been building
Tension is what I've been feeling
Intervention
Don't know what is needed
Don't know what will stop the bleeding
Attention
Is that worth pursuing?
Apprehension
What am I achieving?
Don't know what will start the healing

I think it's impossible to help you get blood out of stone
Why am I responsible for saving yours, but not my own?
What gives you the right to feel untitled
To all the world and what it offers
What gives you the right to feel untitled
To all that it suffers?