Blood On My Sleeves

And I woke up all alone
Walking in a stranger's home
Retracing how I got lost
Trying to understand what went wrong

There's blood on my sleeves it's not mine
I tried to help her on God, I swear
Was it all dream in my mind
Or is it getting clear that I failed again

She says she and I are the same
We're generation xany and Adderall

Can't decide if we should numb the pain
Or try something to make us feel all at once

Can we stop
Falling in reverse to the top
Gravity is behaving like magic
Did I lose you in a dream or real life

How can we stop
Snoozing to light to live in the darkness
Trading comfort for a dose of madness
Climbing higher to embrace the fall

There's blood on my sleeves it's not mine
I tried to help her on God, I swear
Was it all dream in my mind I can't tell
How can we stop from falling