Blood Fountain

No more drinking water from the hose, I'm sick of how i misremember things that happened in the past, it's good for no one
I talk to myself sometimes, I must be just like you

Kind gestures make me anxious sometimes, It's something I am desperate to unlearn. I tear it up to shreds before it's even done. It's just another nervous habit

But when i wake up, to see you sitting there, been up for a while now by yourself, I always feel a little guilty
And when i wake up to see you're still asleep, I will roll over to embrace you. In this moment I want to live
Oh, I want to live
I want to live like this forever

In a moment I can't breathe, my chest tightens like it always does, and once again I fail to say your name
I wanted to be calm, I swear I tried so hard, still, in the end I'm everything I'm not
But you assure me that it's fine, that I should trust I'm still alive, and if I died, you wouldn't be right next to me
So you clasp your hands round mine, as the confidence drains from my face, and in its place
A fountain of blood

I am so full of love
I am so full of love
I am so full of love
I could explode

I am so full of love
I am so full of love
I am so full of love
I could explode

I'm sorry I talk so much about death, its just always on my mind
I still don't know if I believe in ghosts but i feel them even when I'm all alone

I am made of love
I am made of love
I am made of love
For you

I am made of love
I am made of love
I am made of love for you

And though i know we both are sore we soon will feel relief
Through antique tones and synthetic homes, our lives have yet to cease