Blinded on the bright side

[Verse 1]
See I'm livid within purgatory
Struggling to get my feet moving from this current position
Hundreds of visions got me under submission
I know my mother’s worried, I struggle to listen
The juxtaposition is me
Ripping out my hair while hearing just the laughter track
Living with the same drive even when the car would crash
Flip and burn, misinterpret me as a classy act
Shocked as a kid and this hair is the aftermath
You can do the numbers while I’m counting all the seconds lost
Step upon my echelon I'll see my point will get across
So I get a crossbow shooting skyward until the heavens drop
The naysayers are never wrong right?
Well right or wrong I write a song until the vibe is gone
They say my mind is wired wrong, Inside of an asylum - locked
Like they’re all writing with the hands of god but they’re all lambs of god
Sacrificed for being sheepish
My insanity could be the catalyst in fact it is
You want to battle? Get smoked on stage like canibus
That would be disastrous, I’m the best like dizaster was
In broad daylyt I’ll be masking up
If you caught those reference’s we can be friends
But back stabbers drag daggers through the meat in the flesh
If we meet in the flesh I’ll be feeling like I’m meeting my death
Life was cheated at best and now the reapers in debt
Shit, wonder if he’s got kids to feed
Nibble limbs of millipedes
Sink or swim I’m in too deep
I scribble sins the scripture reads
Treat it like catharsis, not even religious
From a family of Christians not repeating tradition
So I’m Evil and twisted, whats in it for me?
Locked in plain sight I guess that vision is key
Puzzled within warfare, missing the peace
What else is there to see?
I'm stuck in purgatory (x2)
Large mirrors and thick smoke
You lowered the bar it’s only right I’m in limbo