Blind

[VERSE 1]
Yeah
I called your phone
But you ain’t picking up
Tell me that you miss me
Bet you say the same to other boys
Everytime I’ve had a choice
And you’ve been number one
But not tonight
I think I rather spend it all alone
Bumping post malone
While driving thru your zone

Your area code
And mine the same
But still you feel so far away
I think my heart is castaway
Used to crush on Hathaway
But Anne done married another man
& I’m still by myself
Thinking I should call you out
If only I knew
How your mind works
Maybe we could work it out
Maybe wouldn’t have this doubts
& that’s some shit to think about
Maybe you think I’m a clown
For wanting to give you a crown
I was there when you
Walked with your cap and gown
And you was dating someone else
And that got me
So freaking down
I masked it with laugh-out-loud
Your birthday came so I was there
I swear
He didn’t really care
I thought it really wasn’t fair
But you ain’t picking up
So you can’t hear the words
I really want to say
Aye

[Chorus]
But you been
On my mind
Dreams so lucid
Am I blind
Am I blind
Cuz This time
I’ve seen signs
Seen the signs
I fall behind
I’m behind
I'm behind yo (x2)

[VERSE 2]
This time i was bout it
This time i was confident
But every time i overthink
I always put my self in a hole i can't get out of

I say i wanna be more to you
You say i'm already who i need to be
So i put on my fake smile and say it's okay

But i'm hurt
I'm in pain
Didn't think we would go this way
My heart's crushed
Cannot heal
With you standing in front of me

So i'll push
These away
Just so i can have you stay
Cuz i hope
Later on
We can be everything we want and more

You've been on my mind
Dreams so lucid and i'm blind, am i blind?
Cuz this time i'm seeing the signs
See the signs
I felt behind
I'm behind, I'm, behind, I'm behind yea

[Chorus]
But you been
On my mind
Dreams so lucid
Am I blind
Am I blind
Cuz This time
I’ve seen signs
Seen the signs
I fall behind
I’m behind
I'm behind yo (x2)