BLEH.

[Verse 1]
I keep my eyes open some hours a day
To stare at a screen or the ceiling
I try to save face with myself
So i tell me i'm biding my time 'til i'm better
When i know i'm in a decline
And i've noticed i've grown a bit a guarded
I used to be vulnerable let people in
My head and my heart both have hardened
I'd like to reverse that but where to begin

[Pre-Chorus]
I need some advicе
'Cause i'm feelin' less n less mysеlf these days
I'm feelin' like a mess
I may need to embrace some change
I've tried a vice or two or three or more
And all washed me up on too familiar shores
Because escapism is just so alluring
And i'm comfy when my mind is snoring

[Instrumental Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I'm feelin' like bleh
Physiognomy dash underscore dash
The embodiment of excrement
I'm feelin' like a pile o' trash
So what do you do when you feel like doo doo
When you feel a mile deep down in the dumps
Do you eat all your feelings or drink 'til ya got none
Or take up a hobby or what

[Chorus]
'Cause I need some tips
I'm feelin' less n less myself these days
I'm feelin' like a mess
I may need to embrace some change
Lord knows i've tried meditation and self-medication
But both make me anxious and too self aware
I just want the code to self-actualization
I just wanna know that i still even care