“Bleeding Moon” is a song Godinho wrote during the last time he had suicidal thoughts and is a continuation of an earlier track of his, “Bleeding Sun”. In this song, Godinho goes into honest detail about his life and bad behavior and is trying his best to change but he doesn’t see a way.
[Verse]
The sun has set now the moon is rising
It's a dead zone in my mind
All this hate has made me blind
I'll be cast to oblivion
Every circle of Hell, my spirit so insidious
I've been depressed since I was thirteen
Since I made it out the slums since I held a fucking gun
Since I pulled the trigger closed my eyes and felt the blood run
Look, this is penance for the undead
A zombie walking amongst men
Maybe if I wasn't so sad life would be better
If I wasn't so sad I wouldn't need plеasure
I wouldn't have cheatеd on my ex with a bunch of beggars
Maybe I would've put in the effort
I would still have friends that ran away
It's doomsday and I keep filling up the ashtray
It's a sleep-deprived mind with my eyes so wide
But I'll kick a couple shots back then I'll be fine
And I'll do a couple lines drink some wine so
I can feel divine and God himself will tell me it's time
But instead I got Satan in my head telling me it's better to be dead
To stay confined in my bed
To say goodbye like the rest but
The moon is red tonight
I would kiss it like the sun but the aura isn't right
My soul is on another planet trapped by itself
Forever drifting in the void wishing it could find itself
I'm a wax statue, who was born to melt
I only hope in the next life that all my words are heartfelt
That's it
Bleeding Moon was written by Godinho.
Bleeding Moon was produced by Godinho.
Godinho released Bleeding Moon on Mon May 02 2022.