Bleak

When did it all become so dull
Faded colour, drained of purpose
Barely more, than a being so nervous
A life void of contentment
Day in and day out
Sleep and repeat
A cycle I wish to defeat

Useless days
Empty nights
Restless and sleepless, deprived of enjoyment
Forever floating in fear
Wondering if I'll ever make it out of here
Dissociative, cynical, just want to be isolated
Forever strung along with this melancholy, a bottle full of pills won't ever fucking help me

I’ve been bled dry
The peak of my life has worn out and died
An act of aggravation
Caused by withheld frustration
I thought I’d feel better
But it only got worse
Losing my grip on the situation
I’ll find my comfort in the back of a hearse

Useless days
Empty nights
Restless and sleepless, deprived of enjoyment
Forever floating in fear
Wondering if I'll ever make it out of here
Dissociative, cynical, just want to be isolated
Forever strung along with this melancholy, a bottle full of pills won't ever fucking help me