Blank Love Poetry

I know, you´re searching
Like lanterns cross black seas for the love you´ve stacked
I just can´t love you back
My heart is turning, twisted in a chain
Hi! to the crucifix, hanging ´round your chest
You, so sharp, it takes a lot to cut the wire
Why are you so tough, enough to walk the isle
Across the hall, like fog, up the wall like fire
I feel your trembling
Cold fingers ´cross a board of broken keys tearing the old wounds
I embrace the pain of seeing you again, but when your heart attacks
I just can´t love you back
Your shape is slowly shifting into none
Like letting down the curtain, blocking out the sun