Blackout Idol

By myself yet I dont wanna be ignored
By myself yet I can't try to close this door
I just hold on to things that dont even exist
I try to mend my heart with things that can't consist of

Pleasure or the like I say I'm
Gonna take a nice little walk
And do some nice little things
And have a nice little talk

With someone who can't care if I do or don't die tommorow
With someone who can't care if I become a king tommorow

I can't become just another
Blackout idol situation
I can't become just another
Blackout idol situation

I like this, I hate this
I manifеsted, what is the cause?
Of such an еldery failure
Of an early applause?

I'm sorting out the things
That do or don't exist
One is pleasure, and the other ones a myth, oh!

I like you so much
I wish I could tell you
But I care too much
About what you think of me

I just need some touch
All I do get
Doesn't mean anything
Or is imaginary

I want to live yhe way they told me
I'm in the middle of my teens
But I'm still waiting for the day
It's like the movies

I can't become (can't become) just another
Blackout idol situation
I can't become (can't become) just another
Blackout idol situation

I can't become (can't become) just another
Blackout idol situation
I can't become (can't become) just another
Blackout idol situation