Left at London
Left at London
Baby Tart
Alexander The Decent
Baby Tart
Under The Aspen Tree
Left at London
Left at London
Left at London
Left at London
Alexander The Decent
Ash Paris Carter
IXXI
Under The Aspen Tree
[Part I]
[Verse 1]
I guess that I'm okay
Well, I'm not dying
I guess that I have spent a lot of time alone
For trying
I guess that you're away
Because you're busy
At least if you're to say that we're still friends
Pretend you miss me
'Cause I knew you were love when at your best
But maybe if I hadn't been depressed
We'd go out more
Ah, yeah
I got a broken heart but it still works
But even if it's beating it still hurts
'Cause now I still got ninety-nine more problems
To account for
[Chorus]
And I bet all your friends say "I'm glad that she's gone"
Like you're the only excuse I had friends to lean on
But, was it just in my head I was loved all along
Or, did you love me then
And did they love me then
And could you love again
[Verse 2]
(I can lose a lover)
But I cannot lose a lover and a friend
(I can find another)
But I'll never find another you again
I've been splitting 'cause it's better than admitting
That it's something that I can't control
I was livid, what you did was nothing easily forgiven
Yet I couldn't let go
[Chorus]
And I bet all your friends say "I'm glad that she's gone"
Like you're the only excuse I had friends to lean on
But, was it just in my head I was loved all along
Or, did you love me then
And did they love me then
And could you love again
[Part II]
[Intro]
Ha
No, no, no
(No, no, no)
[Verse 1]
I saw you at the bar where we used to drink
I wish that I could change the way that I think
I tell you it's black and white
And if we start a war could it be another night?
Then I proceeded to make a scene
You said we need to heal before we can speak
I said but it's already more than a week
Since you and I talked before
And I don't know that I would wanna take anymore
But now I understand what you mean
[Chorus]
Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
But I hurt you too
Then we both got so blue
We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
But you worried too
Sorry if I worried you
[Verse 2]
'Cause I've been a mess, I've been depressed
I've been neglected, I've been obsessed
I've been neglectful, I can admit it
My future looks brighter whenever you're in it
But you probably won't be, I get it
Yeah, you probably won't, I admit it
The ice that we skate is the thinnest
My skin is the thinnest, my patience the thinnest
I'm healing, I'll say when I'm finished
I wish I were finished, I got more to say
I know that I got more to say
I swear that I got more to say
I know things that you hid from me, know my fragility
Know that's the reason you done what you did to me
Even though my borderline has been killing me
I can't go back to the mental facility, no
[Chorus]
Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
But I hurt you too (No, no, no)
Then we both got so blue (No, no)
We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
But you worried too (No, no, no)
Sorry if I worried you, oh (No, no)
[Outro]
I want to be believed in
Doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, doesn't got to be you (Doesn't got to be you)
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you (Doesn't got to be you)
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you (It doesn't got to be you)
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you (It doesn't got to be you)
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you (Got to be you, got to be you)
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you (Doesn't got to be you, ah, ah)
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Oh, no, doesn't got to be you
Blacknwhite was produced by Under The Aspen Tree.
Under The Aspen Tree released Blacknwhite on Sat Jul 25 2020.