Black skies ever since

[Verse]
Call me Elliott Smith, black skies ever since
A knife to my chest, what's she lying 'bout next?
Feeling depressed, lad to meet you, Angeles
You'll misunderstand, I'm gonna end up dead
There's hate in my head, going through this again
A brand new mess, another fucking regret
Big ballad of nothing, she's out somewhere buzzing
Sad music I'm bumping, got you feeling something
And I don't ever want to see your face again
A former shell of me will take my place instead
I keep hearing all this bullshit that's been said
Deja Entendu, bitch, you know I'm over it
Cut my heartstrings, sick of hanging by a thread
Got a bad feeling like I'm horse head
Signed in on the sheet, guess I'm up next
Said you're gonna blow up, I could care less
It ain't about that, it's just for the fans
Just trynna give back