‘Lil Cam on his first song uploaded to SoundCloud’:
“I wrote ‘black(out)’ shortly after a series of panic attacks and blacking out from overdosing on Klonopin and alcohol. I suffered many suicide attempts and finally found another outlet to help me with what was going on at the time.”
[Verse 1]
Laid back, perc'd out till' I blackout
Extended clips is gettin' heavy when the lights out
Load a 30' got em swervin when I hit town
Fuck 12 it's Lil Cam don't you hear the sound?
Anger inside me, tryna survive thee- heat that's inside me-
But I just be here
I just, sit back
I count it up, copped a safe for the racks
Trapped in this Hell
Nowhere to find me
I'm boy's with Lucifer (sits right beside me)
I pass the fade
You stand right behind me
Cursed with the dark pussy-boy please don't try mе. (yuh)
[Pre Chorus] x2
Falling out
I been getting kinda litty with the lights out
Black(out) was written by CXNK.
CXNK released Black(out) on Mon Mar 19 2018.