Black Lagoon

I'm much beyond my mental centrifuge
Feels like I can see the future no point in convincin' you
You ended things before you even knew it started
Baby you're my Black Lagoon and I'll be breathin underwater

Now here it goes I'm feelin overwhelmed again
Panic attacks pick me up and I just wanna land
I know my coding is shoddy brain and body turn into sand
But I'm too scared of lettin go I wanna hold onto your hand

But now I've opened up again
If you've lost interest cus I'm weak trust me I understand
I'll be alright, You'll be alright, We'll be alright
I'll lеt the sentencе of our pain be put on me like every night

But I just miss it
Felt fine inside my skin for the first time
But now its rippin
My feet levitate I'm rollin back my eyes
A twisted gimmick take a hit and you'll be feelin mesmerized
But I'm too scared of lettin go man I just wanna F***IN FLY

Wanna be free from the dark thoughts
Baby I know that I'm sick
I'll be a ghost hauntin' your headphones
I'll blow up and drop a hit
Let you siphon all my life but now my limit has been hit
I'd rather die than prove them right told me I won't amount to shit

Ohhh, Baby take your sweet time
Shoulda known from the feeling didn't want to be right
But I won't let it happen again
I've learned my lesson I'm progressin or at least I'll pretend

One person can't fill a hole that been dug for years
I been to hell and back and I've brought souvenirs
Just wanna wash away all of these deep down thoughts
But every time I heal I feel the throbbing of my older scars

Wanna be free from the dark thoughts
Baby I know that I'm sick
I'll be a ghost hauntin' your headphones
I'll blow up and drop a hit
I think I'm flawed down to the core it's time for atoms to be split
Thought we were alchemy a chemistry I never thought exist

Thought I could leave the past behind
Just a text from you would always have me feelin fine
Baby you're my Trojan Horse that I let pierce my walls
Life is a tragedy and now it's time that the curtains fall

But I just miss it
Felt fine inside my skin for the first time
But now its rippin
My feet levitate I'm rollin back my eyes
A twisted gimmick take a hit and you'll be feelin mesmerized
But I'm too scared of lettin go man I just wanna F***IN FLY

Wanna be free from the dark thoughts
Baby I know that I'm sick
I'll be a ghost hauntin' your headphones
I'll blow up and drop a hit
Let you siphon all my life but now my limit has been hit
I'd rather die than prove them right told me I won't amount to shit

Ohhh, Baby take your sweet time
Shoulda known from the feeling didn't want to be right
But I won't let it happen again
I've learned my lesson I'm progressin or at least I'll pretend