Black Hole

Now I'm falling
I'm falling
Through my own battleground
And I'm crawling
I'm crawling
'Cause I can't hear a single sound

I've been hiding for so long
Always doubting, where do I belong?
I might be smiling but I'm paralyzed
Can you see through my disguise?

I'm just cheating myself, I just run and hide
From the happiness that is buried deep inside
And I'm
Only running not to face my fears
Afraid of being happy after all these years

Now I'm falling
I'm falling
Through my own battleground
And I'm crawling
I'm crawling
'Cause I can't hear a single sound
It doesn't matter how far I try to run
I'm always moving away from the sun
I am caught in a black hole
I am caught in a black hole

I've been fighting to feel alive
But I could never find my alkaline
I might be laughing but I'm dead inside
Can you see through my disguise?

At this point I am too afraid to ask
What lies beneath this ominous mask
My hopes have always been down, so low
The sun vanished for me long ago
I'm just cheating myself, I just run and hide
From the happiness that is buried deep inside
And I'm
Only running not to face my fears
Afraid of being happy after all these years

Now I'm falling
I'm falling
Through my own battleground
And I'm crawling
I'm crawling
'Cause I can't hear a single sound
It doesn't matter how far I try to run
I'm always moving away from the sun
I am caught in a black hole
I am caught in a black hole

Even little things are overwhelming
And that is fact, don't try to tell me
I am struggling with my life
It’s the same night after night
So believe me when I say:
"You're not alone"

Now I'm falling
I'm falling
Through my own battleground
And I'm crawling
I'm crawling
'Cause I can't hear a single sound
It doesn't matter how far I try to run
I'm always moving away from the sun
I am caught in a black hole
I am caught in a black hole
I am caught in a black hole
I am caught in a black hole