Black Cloudz

[Verse 1: GHOSTEMANE]
Whatever you're thinking, you better not say, it might be the last
You better be cool when I make you pass
I'm fighting the demons that live in my past
They all coming back and I'm letting them speak
Speaking of me, all the unspeakable things I seen in my brain
It's hard to be good when you need to maintain a level of thought
About sending 'em back, no time today
If I'm doing right or am I doing wrong?
I'm making my way to get back to the morn'
I'm wondering if I won't be any more
Than a broke white kid in a burgundy donk
I figured if there was a God then he would've showed me the way
But I do not count on another soul besides myself anyway
And now I'm looking around and all I see is desperation to the level where making fake claims is normal behavior
See but I don't fit into the model I was given at birth
Sometimes I look into my eyes and see things not of this earth
You talk like you in this struggle, you thinking that you hot shit
But what you're going through now is what I went through as a jit
But now I'm older and trying to see life in a positive light
Until the clouds above my head, this side is looking too bright to be of the light

[Verse 2: Evil Pimp]
I carry myself from the bottom, never been to the top
I roll the dice when I make it, hoe, every time that I drop
Seen a lot of dead presidents but not seen one alive
But yet this man at the White House is still controlling my life
So I speak clear to my children, who is dumb in they ear
To just believe what you see and disregard what you hear
I hope I live to tomorrow, see the world through a bottle
That's they idol like [?] but yet I ain't no role model
Struggle hard for a dollar, ain't no rapping, no eating
Many nights stayed up late, I'm in the studio sleeping
Time don't wait for nobody, it just passes you by
This life is no DVD, there ain't no hitting rewind
What age will I be when I die? Why do my mother still cry?
And all the things that I did, can't look my dad in his eyes
The mothers of my past children were just some petty time wasted
But now my new son is here, to get two-parent foundation, and ay

[Chorus: GHOSTEMANE]
All these black clouds in my life and I just can't get myself out
And all the times I thought I was doing straight but I drowned
I just sit back and I'm thinking with a brass monkey on my side
I would not change a thing even if I can go back in time
All these black clouds in my life and I just can't get myself out
And all the times I thought I was doing straight but I drowned
I just sit back and I'm thinking with a brass monkey on my side
I would not change a thing even if I can go back in time