Black Box

[intro: Oswin Benjamin]
Don't stress let them label you, just do what have to do
Remember it's never what they call you, it's what you answer to
Don't let your words do more speaking than your actions do
And when you point a finger, 3's pointing back at you
With your attitude
Pave the way for those after you
Be certain in your purpose, spread love to the hopeless, Jehovah
Know this is potent man
Four hundred bifocals couldn't give me more focus man
The bro's try to disguise as locus man, but I beat that play
Turn that page
So fuck you and your feelings
Break through the stain glass, and your glass ceilings
Till I see the Lord, Lord willing (Lord willing)
(Lord willing)
(Willing)

[Verse: Oswin Benjamin]
Hold up, nigga's caught in they feelings, [?] me with your opinions
And they ain't even got the answers Sway
I'm a hybrid of Cornell and Kanye
A warrior just trying to find euphoria
With love and hate colliding inside of emporiums
My soul is searching
Hearts in rehab, Love sedation cause me to relapse
Too many feelings for me to be lost in
Too many feelings for blank statements
It's too many minds to ping any mind tovi my truth, for my demise
It's too many eyes that'll never see my heart
I beat your eardrums to hear my art
You see that's too many n-words words
That wanna see me in dirt
Hurt in a hearse before they see my worth
They see my end before they foresee my start
I set the bar that set me apart
I saw the flood And then I built that ark
I took a chance that [?]
Put a cap in Captain Morgan
No more good morning
I'm bulletproof, took them shots
Mind of seas with a head of locks
And whether I find a bed to rock
Or led to [?]
I'm known for using my head a lot
So fuck y'all and y'all feelins'
Suck O' dick with your opinions
You're either a hero or a villain
Depending on what you decide to
Believe in
I learned the truth is eternal
And feeling are known to be fleeting
So toast to my angles
The hell with my demons (man)

[Verse 2]
Uh, put my soul inna' little black box, though
Dream big, so i gotta' live collosal
Cop go with that little god flow
I own
Stay humble, but I quit in size, picaso
And I know
Just a little bit vein
Broke those chains cus' I spent propane
Voes go change well I hope those sayin won't change my soul
When I go cobaine [bang]
And I know (Woo, woo)
I know that you love me
Just know that I love you
Kinda like my hustle but I trust that you struggle for rebuttal
Just know I put nothin' above you
And I know
To me I'm just a piece of shit
I really never knew what the reason is
A fly was in a die when the season' switch
I try to pray to god but he plead the fifth
And I know (Uh)
I guess in due time
Used to have a dude that I knew who rhymed'
Used to call him dad but he passed new lines
Now all I got is pics, but no blue's clues time
And I know
Gotta be head strong
And I'm a lot darker that I'm let on
Only fuck with bitches
That if I know if they bring me back with shenron
And I know
That's just me
Narcissism and Narcotics
Bumpin' Lupe-side in the park projects
Need bobby booshay, get my art polished
I'm a water boy
Tryna' brainwave to the border, boy
People like my flows, I'm a hoarder, boy
Gotta' lotta' boys who play them' gun games
I got all them' toys
And I know
Wake up in the morning and I hate myself
Go to sleep at night and I hate myself
I would fuck, love, rob, even date myslef
And I know
Gotta find a way to remake myself
Runnin' out of clay when I shape myself
But I couldn't rebuild since I break myself
And I know