​bittersweet

[Chorus]
I’m coming back to my home
But as I open the car door
I get a taste of bittersweetness in the air
Never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones
That would lock my whole world away in a small, glass, dome
You didn’t see it and I didn’t too
It’s been hidden in my brain until we split in two
But the cause was never you
I’ve known about this my whole life, i wasn’t ready to own up to the truth
Because I knew it would break me and you apart
But it doesn’t really matter now
Learning to stay afloat in the dark

[Verse]
I push the painkillers off my drawer
Laying limp to the sound of tеars
Wishing I never came out of my shеll
Make an appointment for death next year
When I’m gone
Don’t bother asking around
But I’ll be with you in the clouds

[Bridge]
Don’t speak, pay attention when I sleep right now
I’m just hidden in the trees
Somewhere, where you never come around

[Chorus]
I’m coming back to my home
But as I open the car door
I get a taste of bittersweetness in the air
Never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones
That would lock my whole world away in a small, glass, dome
You didn’t see it and I didn’t too
It’s been hidden in my brain until we split in two
But the cause was never you
I’ve known about this my whole life, i wasn’t ready to own up to the truth
Because I knew it would break me and you apart
But it doesn’t really matter now
Learning to stay afloat in the dark