BITTERSWEET

I understand it hurts sometimes
And it would still be nice to feel you
Like you were the apple of my eye
I wouldn’t hate you despite

I can’t explain
The icing on the cake is too sweet this time
I never meant to shut these doors
I’m screaming from my tower
And I’m crying on the bedroom floor
I never meant to hurt you, no
I use you for myself
But that’s all I have the energy for

Do I wanna let you go?
Or do I wanna let you get close to me?
Do I wanna break these walls?
My flesh is radiating
All the pain I hold underneath

Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand what I mean, yeah?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand what I mean, yeah?

And the people that I once liked now are creeps
It’s like how at that party when I was free
All alone in the room and it’s hard to breathe or understand
You can’t relieve this pain for me
You can only help add it
Take you for granted
Then you take advantage
Then you regret it
Thin ice shatters
Does this moment matter?
Should I set some standards?
Some standards, yeah!

Do I wanna let you go?
Or do I wanna let you get close to me?
Do I wanna break these walls?
My flesh is radiating
All the pain I hold underneath

Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand what I mean, yeah?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand what I mean, yeah?

About you
Loving me
The truth can be so bittersweet
I taste the air
It sucks to breathe
You take away the life from me
About you
Loving me
The truth can be so bittersweet
I taste the air
It sucks to breathe
You take away the life from me

Do I wanna let you go?
Or do I wanna let you get close to me?
Do I wanna break these walls?
My flesh is radiating
All the pain I hold underneath

Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand what I mean, yeah?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand what I mean, yeah?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
Do you understand?