Bitter

Yeah
I been bitter for a minute though
I know it’s all in my head

[Verse 1]
It might seem beautiful the places I been
If you look at my feet, kinda hard to pretend
Cause the blessings have been coming my way
I lost a lotta ends, maybe a couple friends
So I say pursue your dreams
It comes with a cost
And sacrifices
To rap for life is
Less fulfilling than I expected
Sometimes I resent it and I reject it
Yo I know it’s blasphemy
But what the ask from me
It’s straight ass to me
Ngga rap for free?
And I put in my own cash
Went in my own stash
Maxed out mine and you act like I’m
The one who is arrogant
Bitch you the embarrassment
Diminishing this art for a way out
It ain't about the payout
If you a poser stay out
You fuckin up the environment
Is this what retirement looks like?

[Chorus]
I been bitter for a minute though
I know it’s all in my head
I been bitter for a minute though
I know it’s all in my head

[Verse 2]
Is this what retirement looks like?
This shit don’t feel right
A bunch of angry dudes with they petty feuds
Rappers with these ho ass attitudes
Can’t even show their fans fuckin gratitude
And you wonder why you gain no latitude
The internet don’t make you a fuckin expert
You one-dimensional rappin about rappin
Or rappin about clappin
Or rappin about trappin
Yall nggas shoulda been rich
But you Bojangles
You still got a boss cause you been bitch
You skipping leg day
No leg work, there’s no network
And no payday
Let’s face it we been past the heyday
And yall know it’s mayday
Time for a new hustle
Time to teach the youngins how to really bubble
It’s about being to own a degrees and diplomas
Knowledge is the asset to evade death
But yall slept

[Outro/Fade Out]
I been bitter for a minute though
I know it’s all in my head
Just trying to find my place
This space and time
Been in that continuum nahmsayin?
Look I been seeing these old people, man pullin up in they Ranges and shit
And I just hate to think that it’s gon take me that fuckin long to finally get it
Cus I been grindin yo, I been grindin I done put mad years in this shit man
And I want something to come into fruition
Try not to be ungrateful
But I don’t wanna look like a muthafuckin turkey
By the time I finally get it man
Y know, barely walkin
Havin me do my yard work
I want it now